Blue Eyes

I sit here...lost.
Time passes. Slow or fast,
I am beyond recognition.
I no longer see. I see no time,
no movement, no life, my life.
Nothing.
Wait, I do see. I see the nothingness.
It is terrifyingly still. So achingly quiet.
It pricks my hollow heart, over and over.
It pricks until it pierces.
By this point, I barely feel it, yet
it is the worst feeling that I have ever known.
Nothing.
It is all gone. He is all gone.

I sit here...lost.
Lost with blank eyes.
Eyes. Beautiful eyes. His eyes.
Bright, shining blue pools.
I wade in and sink.
I drown in memories.
The blue world surrounds me,
engulfs my heart. My heart. His heart.
Oh, his heart. Overflowing.
Overflowing with the most wonderful magic you could ever know.
Love. His love. His love for me.
Me. My love. My love for him.
Oh, my love for him.

His face pushes away the darkness.
His face. I see his face. I see.
I see and smile. His smile. His laughter.
He laughs and tosses away the nothingness like a bad joke.
Nothingness.
It is nothing...nothing to me now.
It is all gone, replaced with warm light.
His light. His love. His touch.
His eyes. Blue eyes.