BORN FOR REHAB

"BORN FOR REHAB"

I seen a lot while doing more 
A born addict who couldn't keep it social
Couldn't have less then a gram 
Half gone start thinking about  another 
Working man with an addiction
Never been proud of  it
Lost everything i had 
Sold it for pennies on a dollar 
All what's  left is us 
Me and this pipe 
Only thing I haven't broke 
For it controls me 
Who I talk to 
Where I go 
What I buy 
If I eat
 and if I fuck up 
It makes sleep in the streets 
Withdrawn from family 
From embarrassment and shame 
To overcome that I found a needle and started slamming veins 
100 miles a minute doing nothing 
Lost in a world that's going to kill me 
To smart for this 
But rehab is full 
And nothing is free 
Gave up my pride and ego 
Begging for loose change 
Yeah I'm that guy at the red light 
3 years ago I was the guy rolling up the window 
On that guy at the red light 
Waving them on by 
Now I have the image of my daughter waving bye 
Why am I living lord 
Besides to line a dealers pockets 
Duck in a alley ready to end it 
I can't without a fix 
A junkie with no shit 
Have an hour till I feel like shit 
All I hear is my son telling me 
Dad you ain't shit 
Sorry mom hope you don't think  you raised a piece of shit 
It's on me 
A man who gave up everything for this shit 
No money no dope means hit a new low for this shit 
Inside the bathroom stale on my knees for this shit 
God damn I hate this shit 
Somebody 
Anybody 
Please save me from this shit