Still Asking Why

Is this how it's going to happen 
AGAIN 
Watching his wife suffer wasn't enough 
In more pain 
Bed ridden 
Having to be changed 
Can't eat 
Drink
Be hisself 
Your a man 
So tell me 
How the fuck would that make you feel 
60 years of hard work 
Never asked for a hand out 
Always been  the one handing out Grateful your son died for people like him 
Accepted it 
Believes it 
Went to praise and gave his money 
Now what type of parent would allow this to happen 
If your able then why not be willing To create a miracle for 1 of your children 
Let him pass in comfort 
Or is Mary still holding out 
And this is how you get off 
I see nothing but the devil in disguise 
Every time your image appears 
Long hair , a dress , sandals with a beard 
Sounds like a carnival act  
Sounds as shady as heaven does
Send your son back without sending him with backup 
Be like sending a young boy alone
To meet with a priest 
Someone's getting fucked with 
As we keep quiet to cover it up 
I say we cause I'm not the only one feeling like this
How can you accept praise showing this type of shit 
The 1 thing that might be worse 
After his death 
Having to hear he's in a better place 
From the same damn people who can't explain the suffering before his death 
A better place or better off dead 
If you can't help now 
Why think you would  in afterlife 
How about more help in real life 
Or did your son Jesus die not for our sins 
But killed for his own