Brain Squeak

The things I'm told 
I do not know 

They once were clear

But now i question them with uncertainty 

Is this honest?
Is this true?

"Of course this is right" he says

"Behold, this is truth, there's no deception here"

My brain squeaks a bit here

Why would someone deceive me just to get ahead?

Or is it ...

Just to get IN my head?

My mind is fine

I believe the tales I've been told

I know his words are sincere 

No need to question what was said

"I tell you no lies" he states with conviction

My brain squeaks louder now

Is this the truth? 

or am I mistaken?

Did that really happen?

I hear these words

that make no sense

Stories that don't add up

Are they jumbled in my mind?

Or is everything just fine?

My brain squeaks endlessly

Incessantly 

Am I going crazy?

Am I?