Break free

It's is no secret that I like a drink or two
But the drink or two turns into a few, 
An hour or two and I am drunk
The feelings I had, now all sunk, 
Sometimes I'm happy, other depressed
Having s good time or being repressed. 
You know that saying, "just one more" 
That one more is never less than four, 
To control it,  is easier said than done
And the excuse, "it's only fun", 
But that fun it's a problem for me
Maybe if I stay strong, one day I will break free