BREAKING MY SILENCE

She was a happy lady
Every one adores her
I want to be just like her
Her life seems perfect
Those smiles can tell
How I wish I was her!

I often smile
I always want to be happy
I socialize and try to have fun
I live my life, the way it
should be;
No wonder, I can tell
Your maybe proud of me.

Yes I smile
But you don't know, that my heart cries;
It looks perfect!
Can't you see?
How I hold it carefully?

I don't expect you to protect me; I would not ask you to hold that for me!
I often runaway
Cause you didn't know, that your tearing me slowly..

Yes I'm a happy lady, maybe!
But deep inside me is like a baby;
Your attention is the key
For me to be happy.