breathless upon inhale

I feel it creeping in,
The suffering under skin,
The breathless upon inhale,
The weightlessness,
upon the scale,
The creaking of the bones,
The fragile body moans,
The aching in the heart,
Wishful morning start,
Energies escaping,
The soul is shaking,
Something is baking,
But it's not a bloody cookie,
i guess you see it crumble,
I'm not a death'spurt just a rookie