Broke

Got my knee's on the dirt, blood on my hands,
tears in my eyes,
This year made me wise, Death can be around the corner,
So i fear for my life, she dont love me so i dont want to hear no lies.
If i wait for her to ring me, I'll be waiting till the cows come home,
I'd be through like a 1000 phones,
long time i have been home, Feels like my house aint home,
Stick a knife in a man face, slice slice put him in his place, His life span will be shorter, Smoked a quarter, 
Church on sunday to wash away my sins, little fat man has a problem with me,
Smash man first ask questions later,
They wanna try man, are u kidding me,
Im rolling with stock, he's bigger than Mr T,
Stay away from me, at least arm length,
When you talking about me you're talking past tense,
I dont look up to no one,
I have new beef so i cook the dogs the old one,
My knife be slashing faces wondering who will be my wife,
Cause cowards got me ducking and diving,
I dont understand how Im surviving,
I should be out there making deals,
Instead im in my room eating mircowave meals,
Doing nothing aint paying me, So my granddad ended up in A&E.
I cant sit back, i have two guys with me, kick back make a man move like Lizzy,
These pills got me all dizzy, If i came earlier he would of been in luck,
Seem like no one gives a fuck
Silsilk jacket same one from the crib session,
Best friend passed away around six-seven.
I know i had to wise up from early,
So go fuck Curley,
Oh my man what a journey,
5 man running when come gunning,
You can run but can't hide,
I will show you my dark side, Mom told me love turns boys to men, for the love the money,
One day I'll be rolling with the businessmen