Broken

When we met we was hand in glove
I believed you when you spoke about love.
You walked around like i was your token
Now i'm here just bruised, battered and broken.
There was a time when there was only cheer
Now when i think of you there only is fear.
Once long ago you was so kind and tender
Now i can't eat, they say i'm too slender.
My family and friends, all of which you offended
To whom i'm trying to build bridges, but there not yet all mended.
The chaos you caused them, the hurt and the damage
All of this i have to now manage.
All the fake promises that you once have spoken
Not one came to fruit, they all was just broken.
Nothing you caused us but heartache and pain
And everyone i know has felt all the strain.
Some told me they caught you out cheating
But for that, it was me got the beating.
Then you cried said forgive me, i'll change
But i found that really is not in your range.
After all those times my body you booted
Sometimes even physically wounded.
You seemed not to care how much you would ruin
As long as you smiled as you put the shoe in.
All of my family have said i'm a wreck
I am the victim but i still get the fleck.
I remember a time that you let me shine
Just for a time until you started to undermine.
Everytime after you had a tipple
You always promised you would make me cripple.
Not physically, but you have done it with hurt
Made sure to my back i have not even a shirt.
You know you made everyone down right distressed
And you never said sorry, not even when pressed.
Now i see your with someone else, with smile in her eye
The smile i once had when you was my guy.
I should be happier now that shes took you away
But how can i, when it will be her writing this one day.