Broken

This morning I  awoke to  all that I fear,. 
​​​​you're so far away I can't hardly bear,
My heart begins breaking, my soul's in dispair,
and my eyes begin to tear,
this morning I awoke  my minds unclear, 
why should I get up because yous are not near,
my heart is broken my soul has sunk,
an my eyes begin to tear,
this morning I awoke,
why  should I care ,
I can't hold yous close,. 
I can't have you near ,
My hearts asunder,
an empty feel ,
an my eyes begin to tear,
this morning I woke,
nothing at all,
the days have no meaning to me anymore, 
a sinking sadness,
in  disrepair,
and my eyes begin to tear,
my mind is delemered,
my bodys shut down,
my soul hanging on 2 Whats left of me now,
my heart's in pieces,
my world's gone away,
 I cry for my children every day .