A child taken away

I feel so alone ,

My Thoughts ,
are sooo  severely consumed of loss,  
 a  change ,
so abruptly forced upon me 
in haste ,
So synthetic the  reasons, 
and   mostly  exaggerations of Truth , 
such disbelief crowds my thoughts, 
To   no understanding of the wrong that is being done, 
Stop, 
I scream, 
I don't  understand, 
To no avail,
I am not heard nor explained,
as you are torn from my crasp, 
I dnt understand, 
my eyes well into sullen pools of tears,
enraged,sadness, 
an ache of severe unexplainable pain, encroaches with force upon my soul, 
Torn nw lost in that moment, 
my heart skips no beats yet has become 
constant thumpz ,that echoes as an explosion,
so Loud, 
I no longer hear the screams within my Mind, 
So tensed with rage, 
I force my eyes to open, 
yet I cannot see, 
blinded by  the constant stream of tears ,
almost as tho being forced from within,
And  lending space to unknown effects, 
a moment to breath, 
I open my mouth, 
Out screams a sound so unkanny, 
greif ridden, 
From deep within, 
no  definition could ever define, 
the agonizing depths of  such a sound, 
Barely a breath taken, 
so worn, an ,confused, 
,were are you ? ,
I place my hands to myface.,
our home is silent ,
each doorway a memory of loss ,
their is no will left in me ,