Broken Pieces

With everything going on and  everything that I'm involved. 

 I feel like I'm falling off.

Defeating the my inner demons.

  It's just another reason why I question...

Why am I even still breathing....

I feel like I'm cursed because I keep getting hurt.

Now I gotta keep my heart on alert ..

Been cheated and beaten thinking forgiving and forgetting must work.

But I must be fooling myself not realizing that it's just ruining my health, because the pain just builds up and gets worse.

I guess that's how we learn from our mistakes and how life works.

There's no more tears to cry ...

Just trying to put together all these broken pieces and set them aside.