Bullied

A slap

A kick

A punch

my books fall to the floor

kids walking by laughing 

or not caring

pick my shame off the ground

only the people,

who humiliate me,

who hurt me,

physically,

mentally,

everyday,

every hour,

every minute,

every second,

demeaning my being,

choking my confidence,

killing my self-worth.

just for their own amusement

which is my torture

my pain

my life

that I and only I

have to deal with

while you go your merry way

without a care in the world

I'm thinking of ways 

to end it all

PERMANENTLY