Poem -
Burn
The fire is burning deep within my core;
anger..... LOTS OF ANGER
To it I implore!
I'll scream at you once more.
I call to thee spirits of three
Air FIRE water.
That if she is taken, your will,
will always be forsaken.
And hell I shall release upon heavens door.
A wrath an anger never seen before.
These feelings of unease I've been having, better not be because of this.
If it is.... I shall explode and praising the almighty will fall upon deaf ears.
I have trusted you and your guidance.
But far to much has taken place trials. Shall be contrivance!
I burn deep with anger!!!!!
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great poem Manon
Thankyou Greg.
Wasn't really meant as a poem.
Hello Manon...
My Dad was a very angry person even to his death...
I still can hear my mother scream and cry in pain when he would hit her...
Though I failed the test because I despised him to my core for all the pain he caused...
I can say that I was relieved when he died...
He was only in my life for a little over 30 long years other people had him in theirs longer and he was only missed by those he fooled...
He was the type of person I knew I never wanted to be like...
Between him and life in general...
I could have become a very angry person too...
Thank you for sharing...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Dear Sparrow,
I am so sorry you had to endure that as a child and your mother too. Words cant really express the sorrow I feel for you right now.
Hate is a terrible thing to carry with you. It burdens your heart and your soul. I wish I could take it from you, I wish I could make it better....
Read your Are you happy to see me? Because my friend, I'm always happy to see you. This poem/anger that I have pent up is due to worry... a lot of it. Feelings I am unable to free myself from no matter how much I try.
Even Merrill tried... hugs and even bigger ones.
Once you close your eyes you will feel them, trust me.
I did not mean to bring up painful memories and for that, again, I am sorry.
♡M
Hello Manon...
I don't know what you're going through...
I do know anger is an emotion and I don't know anyone who can think clearly when they're angry...
Try not to let it take over your heart and soul...
My Dad was that way all the way up to the time my Mom got cancer and she came and lived with me...
There was a time they were separated and she and I were happy we got a house together...
One day when I got home from work my Dad was there and she wanted him to stay...
It was peaceful for two weeks...
I didn't know she was sick then...
She never said anything...
I questioned her Doctor, but confidentiality...
I got another place and she came and lived with me there until she died which was six weeks or so...
He stayed at the other house...
He had stopped driving after he ruined the second or third car I gave him...
I would have to pay a sitter for my Mom when I had to take care of my Dad...
Two months after she died he died...
My Mom was glad I was taking care of my Dad...
I would be asked often how I can do it...
I had only two answers...
One was I prayed A LOT...
The second was I still have to take care of him because he's my Dad and I didn't have to forgive him for the reasons my Mom did and I showed him love and kindness in hopes that he would know all we wanted was for him to love us too...
I don't know if he did and didn't know how to show it...
He joined the military when he was young and lost his mother when he was 12...
I tried my whole life to understand him...
I'm not sure about my brothers...
One died and we never talked about it...
My other brother didn't like talking about it...
I didn't mean to sound like I hated my Dad...
It's difficult to explain...
I had to forgive my Dad...
That I do know...
You didn't bring anything up for me...
Memories are always memories until we lose them...
I just know what that kind of anger can do...
I have seen it with people and yelling and all that stuff...
When it's in my face and in my ear...
I don't remain exposed...
Thank you for your Big Hugs...
I am giving you Big Hugs too :)
sparrowsong
I tried to respond to you sparrow. Seems I have sent to many msgs. I hate when moods switch like a light switch. Anger-sorrow-fear-happiness-fear-sadness.... empaths have it hard. Not only are our emotions on high alert but .... heck I don't know