call collect....

I've apologized to you
A million times in my head

I pick up the phone
To call you instead

But i never connect
I've lost your respect

Couldn't stand the
Angry effect

Now I can't pretend
That you are a friend

You led me to the water
Let me drown in the deep end

No hand to pull me out
We only scream and shout

I guess we live in silence
Stirring clear of our violence

I've apologized to you
A million times in my head

I pick up the phone
To call you instead

But i never connect
How does a ghost call collect.