Father? Daddy? Sperm Donor?

So. I had 10 full years with you
Because you left when I was 11
And your son was only 8
I find it funny, he has your name
But neither one of you can relate
I look identical to you 
However, you and I
Can't deny it or begin to debate
I don't know if you're going to heaven 
I don't know how I even feel 
About you or the fact
That you broke a bonded seal
You left, and took our hearts
You're not a criminal
So why did you leave, and steal?
Our hearts, our memories,
Our safety at night
Now your sons a paranoid schizophrenia 
And I have Complex PTSD 
And I suffer every night
From these damn nightmares!
All because of your decision 
To have a sinful online love affair
Then one day you left
And all we felt, was hated and guilt
And I'm sure all you felt was;
Freedom with a chance to live
Without your two biggest regrets 
You moved on so quickly 
You abandoned us 
Mother, me, and my brother 
We all became mentally sickly
But you're not around to see it
So why or how would you even care 
You left us, and we get treated 
By you and your new damn family 
So unpleasantly and so unfair
You aren't my father 
You aren't my daddy 
You are just my sperm donor.

S.A.D 
10/21/2025