"Can't Seem to Let Go, so I'll Be There"

Letting go ain't easy, no one said it would be

But how does one just do it, set one free?

After all of the past, the stress, we end?

Never gonna get it, but fairwell fairweather friend

Guess it's pain setting in, guess it's time to close

The book of life and living, there's no more red rose

It's turned black darling, you've won this

Unfortunately there's just no more, no more bliss

I really just wish it would be much easier though

Make it quick, the heartbreak, so much, so slow

Half the time to get over you, half the time

Heads or tails, you've flipped the last dime

Forget me not is all I seem to ask

Forgive me for speaking, as it's no easy task

Trust and believe, I will always miss

You and I, the feelings so deep, the first kiss

But how to move on, it's the one delay

Where and when do I start the new day?

I feel as if it will be soon, but when?

The alarm goes off, and it's only ten

But I haven't slept yet, still I'm wired

Cocaine has my jaw going, I'm not tired

Thinking these thoughts, suppressed are these tears

Starting to flow through, all the wonderful years

The love I saw for my future, love so fake

False love, the breaths of each heartache

I am hurt, I can't seem, to let you go

Not sure I will be able to, I just don't know