Caring in infinite ways

31/07/2021
Caring in infinite ways....

My life is like that of the moons sea tide.
How the current comes in with flotsam,
Then tumbles the sand and stones,
On their wavy side.
Leaving the beach full of past memories,
Then clearing it,
Filtering out the good from the bad,
On the tides return ride.

It had always been this way,
Until 9 months ago,
When I met the love of my life,
Miss Elizabeth White,
My now,
Most Beloved,
Fiancée.
The 26th of October, 
2020.
The start of only good flotsam of memories,
With no bad ones,
For lifes tide,
To take away.
Every memory since then,
Has made me continuously,
Brimming with happy.
Every word to me said,
Will In my memory,
Forever stay.
She’s my guiding star,
Protective in the way that she cares.
Not just today,
But everyday!
I’ve never known anyone,
That can care for someone,
In every single which way pleasantly.
Caring about me making the right choices in my life,
My voice of reason.
My future wife!

The trouble with me,
Is that I’m challenged each day.
Immobilising facts with my health.
Treated with a new type and level of care.
She cares for me in ways no other has done before.
Whether sat at mine or her home,
Her lair.
Lair in a massively good way,
as I truly love it there.
I don’t just mean care as in looking after me as she does.
I mean the kind of care,
When someone,
You love.
It’s just unfortunate I find difficulty in finding some air.
Not only that,
But I’m riddled with cancer,
I’m talking everywhere.
Amongst all other evil against me in the world.
She’s taken all that on and more,
I understand it,
if it causes her a scare.
Yet this gracious woman,
Does more than simply care share.
As we care for each other in so many different ways.
I know our love will never tear.

She cares how I feel.
She cares when I’m happy.
She cares when I’m ill.
She cares that I love her.
Caring is her will.
She cares for our futures.
She helps me with every taken pill.
She cares about life,
Never one,
To be caught standing still.
She cares,
Loves and nurtures me.
And has pictures of us,
Like me,
On her window sill.
She cares if I’m skint.
Not being able to pay any single bill.
She cares for me like no other before,
And continues to love me still.

Care from Liz,
Isn’t just the looking after me type.
It’s all-round and how she keeps our relationship tight,
Always for the picking,
Juicy and ripe!
So thank you my gorgeous Fiancée.
Thank you for flip turning my world,
Towards you,
My light!
Thank you for caring in infinite ways.
Thank you for a future so bold and so bright!
XxxxxxxxxxxxX 

02/03/2021
Blinded thoughts 

A thought cracks through your process.
Hindering anything at that time.
Causing Misplaced thoughts,
Set deep,
Within your mind.
Minds blank,
Thoughts to me hidden.
No longer there for me to find.
Although all my lovely memories,
Are kept fully alive.
Past and future memories.
Blocking out the bad.
All the ones with pain and strife.
Keeping all the good ones,
In my now more than lustrous life!