Momma I'm sorry

I want to say 
I'm sorry momma 

I never meant to hurt you 

So tonight, I'm coming clean 

And cleaning out my closet 

Momma if it wasn't for you 

I would not be alive 

Everything you've been through 

I witnessed, so you taught me 

How to survive 

Momma if it wasn't for you 

I wouldn't have the strength 

To want to try and thrive 

If It wasn't for you Momma 

I just wouldn't be alive 

It kills me to see 

You dying right in front of me 

I'm losing myself 

I'm losing my sanity 

If I had the power 

If I had the ability 

I'd take away your suffering 

I'd take away your pain 

I'd help you live comfortably 

But, if only I could 

I more than absolutely would 

Momma I love you 

More than words can express 

I'm sorry I'm part of the

Problem, and, 

Why you're so depressed 

I just want you to know

I'm here for you

No matter what

No matter what it cost 

No matter how much time

We've already been through 

No matter how much time

We've already seemed to have lost 

I'm here Momma 

I'm here for you until the end

I'm here for you Momma 

It's just hard for me 

It's hard for me to accept 

Let alone, comprehend.

S.A.D.

10/29/2025