Change

As I look down the one way street
I wonder how I got here 
Middle of this dusty road
Nowhere else to go for me 

No turning back these mistakes
Written in bold carved below
So I sit down to think a bit
To watch the never ending sunset mock me

I am a natural disaster to myself
No idea how to stop the turmoil
So quietly I give up inside
Just watch my never ending sunset tonight

I do not know how long I sit
Time seems to be frozen for me
Till my one way street
Magically shows me the way?

I feel I am missing something 
I rise up in my sunset scene
Then appear ahead like before
All my results repeated by me

Because I never changed my way
To See through new eyes
The sunset as my sunrise
The one way street just a path

To greater existences for anyone