Change Of Heart.

It was five years ago today.
That to her, ‘i do’ i did say.
The first four years went well.
Then into depression i quickly fell.
She found me hard to be around.
And another heart she quickly found.
She left me all alone and scared.
Bad thoughts my inner mind heard.
Day was dark like night.
With my demons i could not fight.
No one for me did care.
My life to me unfair.
To her i called out for love.
And also to the creator above.
But no loving response i did get.
In this world i then new i did not fit.
So i tied a rope around my neck.
And then suddenly out of the blue i got all of my sane senses back.
Now i live a life of sanity.
Full of peace love and quality.