Changes

Giving up wasn’t easy, making the choice i did

Tired of my pain, dealing with it since i was a kid

Now i see where i went wrong, gave in to temptation

I am here not alone, but with god i build my relation

Losing the urge, even the want to get high

Everyday it’s on my mind, forgetting everyday i try

Lost all my respect, from the choices i made

But the experiences i had, those lessons i wouldn’t trade

I was once on rock bottom, now i am climbing back

Im hard on myself, for my goals I have no slack

The battle i fight, most will never see

For i hold everything in, its not to be seen its personal to me

I have few friends, cause I don’t have much trust

Lost it when i quit dope, keeping my circle small is a must

Some people dont like me, some say i am strange

Caring what you think i dont, for everyday i change!!!