Torn

It's hard knowing you're with him, but sleeping with me

I love you so much, sometimes I just wish you could see

You say you don't want to lose me, and that I am a really good friend

that you care for me deeply, but this hurt has no end

I hold back my pain, smile so my emotions dont show

resisting the feelings, I just don't want to let go

When we're together it's great, of that I know for sure

but yet you go to him, not much more can I endure

Sometimes you make me feel alone, and yet you say you care

like a tire going flat, I guess i'm your spare

I pray so much, to keep you in my life

not like it is now, but with you as my wife

Anytime you've needed me, I've never let you down

was your rock when you was weak, in pain yet here I drown

just to see you smile, there's no end to what I'll do

I just want you to be happy, If that means you're with him thats cool to!