Child abuse

Happy I once was,
Loved I once was ,
Normal I once was,
Not anymore.

The monster come every night,
It does it to give me a fright,
It likes my fear,
It likes when I shed a tear,
The monster pretends to be human,
It pretends it loves ,
No one knows but me,

No one one knows what it does,
No one knows how I feel ,
No one knows how to help,
Help ,
Why would anyone help me ,
I pretend I don’t know the ,answer ,
But I do the answer is no one would help me ,
Why,
Why would they,
I’m useless,
I’m ugly,
I’m fat,
That’s what it told me .

It likes the darkness ,
When no ones around,
It is bad, it is really bad,
It likes it when no one is around,
When it can’t get in trouble.

Do I deserve this ,
No,
It’s coming ,
It says I have to call him by his human name,
Dad.