Civil Them

I just can't do that and Pretend
Familiar faces seem to be friends,
To save face for the family
Heart aches unable to follow what I believe.

An agreement thought best for our children
I suffer from growing love,
When realizing your my one in a million
Heaven smiles at us from above.

Breaking down claiming to refall for you
I've made mistakes have you made them too,
Fear grows I may be too late
Can we talk together alone let's make it a date.

Tears well ready to flow
To think I've lost your heart forever,
Reminiscing when I held your key, where'd it go
Please take the time to recreate, I just want us to be together.

You are the one of dreamed of since I was young
Everything we've been through look how far we come,
There was sparks once that lit a fire through our dark
My ears open and all they hear are cries of the heart.

Don't let this die,
Not all things necessarily have to end,
See the hurt in my eyes I'm your guy
I want you, your love and not to pretend.