Closing curtains

I feel trapped between space and reality
I feel trapped between seeing and unseeing
I feel trapped cause sometimes i can't stand my family
And they can’t stand me all the time
Choked of choices i dont get to make
I'm not at all busy
Feeling something breezy
Broken and not breathing
Rules set by overruling rulers
Doors taken of hinges cause she's not to be trusted
she doesn't trust you
She doesn't trust your views
Scholarships she worked hard on
Taken away because she doesn't value her life as much as you value yours
A safety net she doesn't have
Has to stay around people she cant stand
Preparing her for a future she will never have
She's sad and moody all the time
And she is not okay
What is fine
What ever made you think she could possibly be fine
Packing up a house that never felt like home
Leaving friends
It never gets old
Smarter and more mature than
Most but it's not enough because
She isn't fluent in perfect
Pushing who you want to be on her
Like the waves protruding from the back of her eyelids aren't real
Having to think she isn't valid
Her parents over reacting
……….
She should just give up
But she doesn't
And if they say she's acting
She will end her play
Goodnight
and we hope to never see you again