Closure

You just left me without any words to say.
I want to know why.
I need to know why you feel this way.
Is it something I did or even what I said.
I didn’t mean for our relationship to have such an awful end.
Is there a way I can fix things or is this it?
You got me crying my eyes out like a little girl and throwing a fit.

I need to know if it was you or if it was me.
Or maybe we both fucked up and it’s just so hard to believe.

I’m starting to think I did nothing at all
And that you’re the one who was having trouble taking the fall.
I understand falling in love isn’t easy
But it’s so much harder when you don’t even try
I should’ve listened to my friends when they said you weren’t right.

I loved you through all the pain and anger.
I loved you even though I felt like this may not work
And even though I loved you through the good times and the bad.
You still left me with no words and a goodbye was all there was to be had.

Where is my closure?
Where is my sad goodbye?
Where is my this isn’t working out,
And my fight that consists of a scream and shout.
Where is my I love you but…
Or even a goodbye kiss
And out of all the ways I thought it could end
I never thought it would end like this.