Collecting thoughts

I'm collecting my thoughts
Like I'm seeking for my lost shoes
In the closet
Strong and beautiful
Strong,
Like strong personality
Is what I'm searching for
To withstand tough times
Like being far and in a different lane without you
Beautiful
Like finding peace and remembering the smile of attraction I carry
Which carries the beauty
When I see you and just smile from the heart out
When I'm in your presence
And yours alone

I'm collecting thoughts
Treasured by the universe
Your faith and hope have built
Your strength and hunger
 Brought to the living
Not only as an imagination
Not only as a wish
But now as a living memory

I collect all to find peace
I collect all to understand me
I collect all to know how I feel
From this distance we in
It was all  worthwhile
For this is now my goodbye
To forgive the wrongs shared and done
Making peace with myself