Complicated

It's your big brown eyes, your beautiful smile.

In the end I hope it's all worth while.

I know you're leaving for the military a week after my birthday.

But I also know that we haven't fixed things.

You admitted to loving me but push me away.

We talk about how scared we are to love but then we still push eachother farther away.

No matter the time or the place I always want you by my side.

I want you and only you. 

Why do we make this so hard.

I know when you're angry, you know when I'm cold.

You know when I'm nervous and I know when you're tired.

You know things about me nobody knows.

I love you with all I am but soon you disappear with the snow.

I'm sorry I couldn't love you any better, but to me you will always be my perfect dream.