Maturity

When we are young and stupid we lack maturity.
That boy won't tell you he's always been blown away by your beauty.
That girl won't start the first conversation.
Instead, we make one another and ourselves miserable by being with other people.
We will go years watching the other person be loved and poorly treated by other people.
But the day will come and the chance will be passed up time and time again, when you can change your life forever.
One day you decide to take that chance, you date, and eventually break up.
And in a not-so-mature way, we are back at watching each other love other people and pretending it doesn't hurt us too.
The chance comes back to fix things but again we pass it up.
But, then that chance comes one more time
But, do you take it?
Do you tell that girl you've always been in love with her?
Do you tell her how you see stars in her eyes?
Do you tell her that when she smiles all your worries fade away?
Do you decide to take that next step in life?
Do you choose maturity?
Or do you let that girl go an watch another man love her less than you ever would.
Will you allow yourself to get sick watching another man fall in love with her smile and her laugh?
Or do you decide, this is the time to take the next step and show the world that maturity will get you a Queen, a wife, the mother of your future children, and a Goddess?
In society today we forget that being immature causes us to pass up our entire future,
And before we know it,
It'll be too late.
You won't be loving her.
Another man will,
Causing you and her to live the rest of your lives wondering why.
Why did you let her go
Why didn't you choose her
Why didn't you want her
Did you not need her?
Did you not love her?
Was she not enough?
Was she too ugly?
Was she not worth it?
SO, take the time to decide,
Is it my time to mature and give myself the best gift I could ever receive?
If I don't mature I will in fact loose the love of my life.
And that is when maturity breaks through and you bless yourself with something you never knew was possible.
You bless yourself with something you never even knew you needed,
Something you never knew you even wanted.
And then,
It WILL be worth loosing your ego.