Conflicting Heart

You broke my heart

You killed my soul

And now inside me

Is a battle of fire and ice

Fire for want to hold control

For he is anger

And ice wants to cool me numb

So I might not have to feel again

No more happiness

No more hope

No more love

No more pain

And I can't decide

Whether I want this painful anger

Eating a hole inside my chest

Where my heart should be

Or be locked out of my emotions

And if I fit the two together

I'll never forget my anger

But I'll never feel again either

And although these two

Have been fighting forever

You were the last straw

And I won't let go of life

But my life will let go of me

Leaving me in the dark

Leaving me in an eternal sleep

Never to awake again

No matter how many kisses

Nor how many princes

I shall not open my eyes

To join the living again

So tender lover

Do not stay

For I must leave now without delay

But with you holding me so close

Our bodies intertwined

For now I have given everything

To you who did not care

As to know how much you hurt me

And left me in my dark despair

So goodbye heartless lover

I won’t see you again

For even in your false sweetness

All you do is cause me pain