Confused Soul

I don't know what i want, i don't know where m i going
My heart says something, my brain says just the opposite.
I am not sure what m i up to, i have no clue whats gonna happen!
I don't feel what i actually want to feel, my life has just stopped!
I want us always  to live together but at the same time i doubt this wish..
I know you love me the most but at the same time i feel it shall abolish with time.
Situation is very rough, this time is really tough.
I want to get out of this trap but at the same time i want to keep myself drowned in your memories. 
This is so hell painful, my soul is so hurtful.
Do something, please do!or else stay away please stay away, don't come again!