Confusion...

Somebody smiles, somebody frowns
I'm going this way, I'm going that way
Thinking of everything
If I walk from here, don't follow me
My body is full of tension
My mind is in confusion

Sitting here closed in and nothing to say
Disturbing thoughts in my head
The pressure is crushing my shell
Needing and searching for help

The snow is getting deeper and my head is under, not breathing
The lightning is striking fast and I'm crawling on my knees
I need someone to stand me up and tell me I'm strong

If I walk from here, don't follow me
My body is full of tension
My mind is in confusion
I'm confused at who I am
I'm never far from home and confusion is where I live...