Continued happiness

When your soul is gone your heart will follow
It hard to breath and hard to swallow
Your thoughts are vivid painful but true
Would things be different if you only knew
The facts, the future, the light or the darkness
You want to break free from the pain of this harness
Just bottle it up and keep it within
Its a game you will loose. You will never win
Your lips might tremble, your body might shake
Just put on a smile that you know is fake
Hide behind joy, hide behind laughter
Theres no such thing as happily ever after
Just sit a dwell because this is your fate
The emptiness is full from darkness and hate
Accept that your lifeless, accept this sweet curse
Swim in your thoughts and asume the worst
Happiness can grow from the tiniest seeds
But i am surrounded by thistles thorns and weeds
This is your life, its how it will stay
No black, no white, only grey