Crushing hard on you

I’m thinking of you
I’m dreaming of you while I’m awake.
I imagine that you’re with me
And that I get to see you.
But as you suddenly walk into class and you’re actually here
My heart drops for a second.
Blood raises to my cheeks
And my eyes lower to the ground.
My hands start to make nervous movements
And my toes start wiggling around.
As you come closer
My body starts to shake.
And I’m suddenly very aware
Of who I am.
My eyes are squeezed shut
And my hearing’s alert.
And as you start talking to me
I look up.
My heart starts to beat again
And this great sense of relief flows through my veins.
My lips get wider
And start to smile at you.
My eyes grow big
So they can see more of you.
My nose picks up the scent of you perfume
And starts inhaling it.
As soon as I’m in your presence
My shoulders drop into a relaxed position.
As I’m listening to you talking
I get lost in your voice.
You’re looking at me
And I’m drowning in your eyes.
The touch of your hand
Makes my body tremble.
The feeling of your skin
Makes my mind go crazy.
When I’m with you.
I feel your warmth as if you’re the sun.
When I’m with you
I’m at my happy place.
You’re the only one on my mind
And then I realize I love you.