Crying

Crying is such a huge healing process.
The tears I shed hold so many emotions,
but relieves so much stress.
I found myself crying so many time and didn't know why.
After I was all cried out my soul felt lifted, I felt free.
The hurt I kept bottle up for years all of a sudden went away.
The love I had hidden from myself had gotten stronger.
I can't explain this feeling; why I feel the need to cry.
I prentend to smile to hide these tears but my eyes began to leak.
I can't stop this flow of water works.
How can it hurt but be relieving all at once.
I feel my broken heart healing; my prayers are being answered.
The little voice I thought no one heard is starting to scream.
I can't explain this emotion; I seem to be confused.
I feel like someone just knocked the wind right out of me.
I can't breath and my heartbeat is starting to fade.
I'm crying again, what is this stage??
I find myself crying a lot lately, but why?
I thought I allowed my heart to heal, why is this taking so long?
Cry, crying and cried leads to Heal, healing and healed!