Crying Game.

There is nothing but the tragedy of it in thoughts.
To lose such a wonder causes this heart to weep !
What has been lost is among my greatest defeats.
I realize through such torment all I wish to keep !
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How can a gift die in the most miserable manner ? 
It hurts to find this escape from the box I was in !
No longer do I possess any will, except surrender !
I now understand what it is for injustice to begin !
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For years everything was continually on the slide.
I was sorely unable to prevent what created this !
It was impossible to accept a rocky damaging ride.
There is acknowledgement of what is in your kiss.