daddy am I not good enough?

you were smokeing the green

When You had me at nineteen 

I had no idea what you'd been threw

But You knew the right thing to do

On Christmas Day  

You gave me away

To someone who could take care of me

I realize you 

didn't know what else to do

But it made me question "am I not good enough?"

I began to go threw some really tuff stuff 

And I began to push my family away

But there was a price to pay

In and out of jail

Barely making it out on bail

I began to message you 

And when my message didn't come threw

 it made me question "am I not good enough?"

I began get threw the really tuff stuff

I used to question if you loved me too

Until I met you

I wish you could stay 

But Your a million miles away

I don't know what to do 

With these feelings of missing you 

But I still question "am I good not enough"