Dangerous ambitions

my apologies for what I'm about to do 
but I think it is well within my rights
to gain victory in my paths pursue.

you've victimised & bullied me
you've always had your wicked way
so now it's going to be a role reversal
& instead ill be the one to make pay.

I know at 1st my words were an apology 
& yes I'm sorry for the path I'm about to take.
but I won't apologise for returning the favoured hatred felt
in a life I did forsake.

so it's now time to do the wicked deed
it's time for me to play your role.
& take away from you the life you took from me 
the past from Me you stole.

so remember why I'm doing this
when your lying in defeat 
just before you breathe your last breath
& pray for God's forgiveness when you meet.

although you'll think of me your murderer 
but the cruel deed you'll do yourself.
after I've made your worst nightmares come to life
& you'll fall victim to the preying insanity of health.