Dark Deep Hole

Time from time the world blinks
Please let me know what you
think
Maybe i'm crazy and really can't think 
Does that make excuses for when I drink?
They say I need a shrink
I say I need a drink
"*chuckles* Hey Bartender,
pass me a drink"
There goes that feeling again
Ready to be heard
I swallow my whiskey
Sorry i'm not ready for you
to speak
Please don't be mad at me
I really want to drink
I'm tired of everyone being mad at me
Wondering why I can't sleep
Excuse me for being so mean
I try and I try to link the pieces
together 
But I just can't think
Please help me
I'm starting to sink
In A dark deep hole
With nothing but A drink
Help me, help me, help me
I'm begging on my knees
My pain is so deep
Like that movie with Tom Cruise
Life starts over and over again
I can't do anything but lose
Sorry i'm just stating the truth
You then had me for too long
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH 
I'm ready to be me
Not what everyone else thinks
I'm putting down the drink 
I'm tired of loosing sleep
I'm ready to be me
I'm ready to be me 
I'm ready to be free
I'm ready to be free 
I can't take the chains
Where's the keys?
Where's the keys?
Someone Help Me
i can't breathe