Dear Friends

"Stop being sad"
"You'll be fine" 
"You're a bitch" 
"You're so monotone"
"At least you're not as bad as me"    "Do you even feel anything"
           
Dear friends, 

But you don't know 
What it's like 
To wake up every day
And hate your life

No motivation to get out of bed 
Thoughts of pain instilled in your head 
A room full of people but you still feel alone
Not close enough to anyone to call them your home

When you've thought about killing yourself
So many times
That it feels like 
You've already died

But if any of you knew this all you'd have to say is "Damn" 
And walk away
I don't blame you 
I walked away from myself a long time ago

Sincerely,
           The truth