Dearest husband

You've made me laugh
You've made me cry. 
But today I looked into your eyes. 
Today I really saw you. 
My whole world stopped,
And I let out a loving sigh. 
You've saved me once or twice. 
From myself I might say. 
It's not easy loving me,
But you've done it so easily. 
You've seen my darkest side
And you've heard my deepest secrets. 
Still you hold onto my heart. 
Even when you didn't always want to keep it. 
I don't deserve you, love. 
I probably never will,
But you're here with me still. 
I've shoved and I've pushed
Scared of a love I've never had. 
But you're still here with me. 
You've finally made me see. 
I'm grateful Just to have you.
You have loved me through and through. 
The love that I owe you is long over due.