Death's Gate

I walk and walk on this lonely road that many do not travel, this road that can lead you with a precarious life, the life that no man or no woman should live, the life that will lead you with so few friends… the friends that are able to help you through the good and bad times in your life, but thanks to God he has given me this mind, this mind that is able to go through life with so few friends, but this road that i live on has a gate, a gate called Death's Gate… the gate that can send you straight to either Heaven or Hell, but this gate only shows itself to few people, the people who has a precarious life, this gate is also opened to few people, the people who has seen this gate says that the gates usually closed, but I see this gate opened, opened with a sign inside that says walk inside…

When is saw this gate, the gate called Death's Gate I froze, froze from the shock and fear from the gate being here, here on this lonely road, the road that only few travel, I thought it was a lie, a myth that people saw this gate, the gate that people have said that they have seen but not opened, so when I saw this gate opened with a sign that said come walk in… I ran, I ran like no one has ever seen me run before, I ran away from the gate till I could see it no more, I was not able to see the gate no more, but when I came to a full stop thinking I could not see that gate no more, I turned and then saw that gate standing beside me once again towering just right over me like I never saw before…

But why, why does this gate want me, why me, why does it have to be me…

My heart and soul is already way to precarious from the torture that has been inflicted on it, so is that why, why my thoughts have been wondering that my life does not matter, that no one cares, that if I was gone no one would even notice, but if I was gone that it would not affect their road, or that this road that I travel will not be lost without me, because there is still those who travel this road, the road that has the gate but their gate is shut unlike mine… I started walking, walking without thinking, without the thought of what I was doing, next and the only next thing I noticed was that the door was shut, shut right behind me… I started walk once more within the gates, the gates that lead to my death and I saw everyone, everyone that I so loved and cared for, the ones that i thought who would not care if i was alive or dead, the same ones who i thought who did not care about, but I seen them all either on their knees crying or hiding in the corner crying trying to hide from the world, trying to hide that they cared, cared for this one soul, this one precarious soul that should not have affected them but this soul of mine did it did affect them...