Decisions with Dillemas

Through the hours and minutes in my hesitancy
I ponder as I panic in my residency
in a state of apprehension
not knowing my fate
Yes I should be safe as houses by my garden gate
Should I go and take a chance on the unexpected ?
Or perhaps I need to stay where I am being protected
Coz there’s a stormy wind a’blowing boisterously
when I stand still outside breathlessly

Will this howling hooley blow it’s blight away?
I cannot be sure so shall I not stray ?
But my boredom is boosting bothering me
There are plenty of places where I could be
Oodles of opportunities with things to do
to detatch these doldrums that’s making me blue
Decisions with delimmas are a difficulty
I don’t like puzzles or problems with plights you see
They gnaw away at my over anxious anxiety

Okay I know what you are thinking as you are reading this:
“Bide in your boudoir in heavenly bliss”
“Pass the day away with paper and a pen and do what you enjoy again and again”
Yes I think you are right that is the wisest choice as I heed what you are saying whilst I heard your voice
Well then here I shall stay in the heart of my home
Safe and secure just creating my poem