Deep Depression

Not really tired,

it just feels so,

why so sad,

for reason I don't know.

Want to be alone,

don't wanna answer phone.

my mind is in a distant zone.

I tried for help,

no one can,

 my condition is incurable,

I don't give a damn.

Let me sit in my room,

stare at these walls and door,

and pray for some happiness,

before I decide I can't take it anymore!