Deep inside

 I've been criticized; and provoked to commit suicide. As my conscious leads me blind;  I still struggle to find a peace of mind... Deep inside 

I hurt but no one sees my pain. I'm crying so hard on the inside I can barely think. Maybe I should go ahead and take these pain pills with a drank straight to the head;

I'm trying to fight off these demons that tells me that I'll feel better if I was dead. 

# Suicide awareness