~ Deep Inside ~

Who am I, but another slightly educated animal pondering this earth. Working towards my own salvation, from my own hell. Surviving each day to breathe in another breath. To dream of the future in a whole new way... Yet, until I am sure about what i want, i sit patiently on the edge of forever. Kicking my feet in the air, awaiting that push that will send me over. 

I often dream of infinity and how there is no end. When everything in life seems to have an ending, you realize the illusion of beginning. Only change exists. Change is the only way to survive. The only way to live...

So during these short spans of consistency, These temporary moments of existence.. Attachment must only be adhered with the intent of letting go. Cause the way i see it, the word permanent is a lie. Forever is a joke and Never is unknown.

So now i find myself sitting on the edge of my own joke. Patiently waiting to be lifted from this confusion. Lifted from this stagnant hell. My visions of heaven live here on earth. I seek redemption not for the good of I, but for the good of all. Simply put, without you, I am nothing.

~ Yours Truly