~ Dear Bitch ~

I wish I didn't miss you. 
I wish we never met. 
I wish you could just leave my heart and spare me of regret. 

You treated me so wrong.
You treated me so right. 
You treated me to you and then you stole all of my light. 

Since then you never left me.
Since then I'll never know. 
Since then I looked away from you and found I had to go. 

Time has passed between us.
Time has healed no scars. 
Time has not released me of these feelings I regard. 

Fuck these recollections. 
Fuck these memories. 
Fuck these insecurities that grew inside of me. 

I let you go forever.
I let you go from me.
I let you go to know I have my own integrity. 

So I've opened up the door. 
So I've made this clear and void. 
So I've listen to myself for once, yes you were just a toy. 

~Yours Truly