DEMOLISHED
Ā (Warning, very dark)
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If only I could stop my tears
And lock away the fears
The pain from all the years
The bad blood that flows
The hurt that grows
Thereās nowhere for it to go now
Itās bursting out, leaving lines on my brow
Words have been spoken
A rope around my neck
Iām choking
My heart is broken
It canāt be fixed now
Each day I awake
I donāt know how
Ā I can carry on living
I have nothing left
No more giving
Everything has been taken
Walking on glass that is braking
Smashing each step, I take
Each day I wake
Ā I donāt want to get out of bed
Iām hanging on a thread
Poison I have been fed
Thoughts I have always lived to dread
Are shadowing me
I wish I could get rid
Of the feelings inside of me
Set me free
Unlock the door
Lift me up
Ā From the cold damp floor
Forgive me for whatever Iāve done
Allow me to experience fun
Let me feel love please
Iām begging you on my knees
Is this forever now
My destiny?
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Comments
Fiona,Ā
That is so sad! Please don't be so, you're great!Ā
It is wonderfully written, though, as I could feel your pain in every line.Ā
Great writing! But be happy.Ā
Hugs,Ā
Matthew.Ā
Dearest Matthew you have a heart of gold I appreciate you and value your friendship xĀ