Demons of the outside

While improbable pain breaks my heart
I am floating on the ocean of nothingness
constant fear and tears at night
as if I was put to the test of my ruggedness.

A demon of terror has ruined my life and my psyche
while damaging my inner strength by various strikes
the tortures for which he will never pay for like a hitch-hike
will stay in our minds and souls until the last days of our lives.

One day I will rinse my body out of toxicity in a holy well
remembering all that has happened my last words I’ll say
while the loud bang will gush your ears, coming from the bell
you will cry like I did and pray.